Theoretically, then, what cosmic torture! Youโve my sympathies, as one previously left behind in the timeline, so to speak.
The goods news is that you are still you, so whatever kindling ultimately sparks the blaze of her affections surely remains. And you need only have patience, in the face of this temporary (and temporal) uncertainty.
Sacrificed herself for the sake of the world and her kid sister. Spent six months looking after the niblet in the wake of it, because I promised. Because I'd die myself before I let anything happen to her.
And then her friends brought her back. Had barely--a few days to sit with that before I wound up here. Knowing she was back in the world and I'd been yanked somewhere else.
Doesn't feel real. And at the same time, having her here--
But youโre not a monster, Spike, regardless of what others believe. Caring for your belovedโs sister is about the least monstrous and selfish thing one could do, when caught in the tidal wave of grief.
And, for whatever itโs worth, Iโd also rather Astarion remain here with me than continue our fight by his lonesome, regardless of the dangers. If thatโs a selfish instinct, itโs a frightfully human one.
[ an attempt at levity, after gale rereads that message for third time. itโs easy to give into monstrous urges, when everyone expects the worst of you. heโd like think he understands spike a little better now. ]
Youโre very welcome. And to soothe both your concerns, it seems time doesnโt move so swiftly beyond these walls.
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The goods news is that you are still you, so whatever kindling ultimately sparks the blaze of her affections surely remains. And you need only have patience, in the face of this temporary (and temporal) uncertainty.
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And all her friends. Including one of her exes, who's also showed up because of course he has
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Sacrificed herself for the sake of the world and her kid sister. Spent six months looking after the niblet in the wake of it, because I promised. Because I'd die myself before I let anything happen to her.
And then her friends brought her back. Had barely--a few days to sit with that before I wound up here. Knowing she was back in the world and I'd been yanked somewhere else.
Doesn't feel real. And at the same time, having her here--
It's everything I want. Selfish of me.
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But youโre not a monster, Spike, regardless of what others believe. Caring for your belovedโs sister is about the least monstrous and selfish thing one could do, when caught in the tidal wave of grief.
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So...thanks, for that. And for listening. Dumped a lot on you.
Sunnydale's probably gone to hell in a handbasket without Buffy there. Literally.
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[ an attempt at levity, after gale rereads that message for third time. itโs easy to give into monstrous urges, when everyone expects the worst of you. heโd like think he understands spike a little better now. ]
Youโre very welcome.
And to soothe both your concerns, it seems time doesnโt move so swiftly beyond these walls.