[ Gale leans against the wall, head tipped back. ]
There’s no easy way to navigate these…misalignments. [ measured, in this as in all things. ] I myself stood at a precipice, two radically divergent paths before me. Astarion did not reveal all he knew to me, back then — and I think I’m grateful for that.
[ for allowing his agency to remain intact, for not trying to sway him one way or the other. it isn’t a universal experience, surely, but it’s one example for stefan to consider. ]
It wouldn't be fair to him, to know certain things. And I'm not planning on telling him.
( unless he asks. but, he doesn't expect him to want much from stefan for a while. he'll live with the burden of everything else. of his own actions, of klaus, of silas. whittemore. and the Travelers. )
[ it’s possibly the only reassurance he can offer. it was better, that astarion didn’t taint his perspective. it will be better, for him not to force shadowheart’s future upon her. knowledge is a burden. ]
[ gale nods, sipping his drink as he turns over stefan’s answers in his mind. ]
Well, you’re not alone at this precise moment, now are you.
[ a statement of intent. gale has also trudged that narrow, winding path, and he’d do most anything to keep others from it (overstepping, drowning, anything). ]
[ lighter, ] The manor makes isolation difficult, besides.
[ his shoulders lift in verbal answer before he speaks. ]
Certainly. And events seem to throw us together at regular intervals. Parties. [ a beat. ] Horrors. We were all made human, rendered without magic or augmentation, during the last great trouble — and we faced it together, for the most part.
( He's not going to be the Stefan he was. Can't even isolate himself if he wanted. Needs to push away the guilt he feels for making the choice for Damon. Damon is alive. Not a monster. Not buried. Not worse. He's alive. )
It won't be long before it happens again, and this time Damon will be just as defenseless.
And not wholly defenceless, when he has you. [ finger tapping the glass. ] I can help as well, at least to an extent. I’ve warded Astarion and I’s rooms against intruders already.
[ with a look, edging toward teasing: ] Magic, Stefan.
[ another drink. ]
I was once the most accomplished wizard of my generation. Of the past several, in fact.
[ spoken with more truth than ego, though there’s a glimmer of the latter in his crooked smile, to be sure. and a little wistfulness, in his faraway look. ]
( he smirks, draining the rest of his glass and setting it down between them back on the desk. )
I mean, how does your magic distinguish between intruders. Does it require everyone to have an invitation? Or, does it work each time someone tries. Just inquiring into the logistics. I'm not against it. Damon probably won't be. But, I need to know how it works. And, maybe I might want one, too.
( But, at least if he has knowledge, he knows how it works. he believes Gale. he comes off as a scholar. and a good person. and real help.
It’s — my magic isn’t so rigid, [ relenting, ] though I appreciate your interest in the technicalities. The weave that composes it is all around us, you see, so I need only to thread it thusly. [ an accompanying gesture, free hand threading the needle. ] To use another spell as an example, I could direct a fireball your way and make it so you did not feel the lick of a single flame.
[ as for the aforementioned technicalities, he waves a hand. ]
It can be otherwise tailored, of course. To allow specific individuals, respond to a code-phrase, punish offenders. If you can imagine it, it can be done.
[ with a final swig, he stands to leave. there’s only so much comfort that can be given at this hour, in this situation, isn’t there? and he imagines it wiser to be elsewhere, when damon wakes (and his favoured vampire awaits him, besides). ]
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There’s no easy way to navigate these…misalignments. [ measured, in this as in all things. ] I myself stood at a precipice, two radically divergent paths before me. Astarion did not reveal all he knew to me, back then — and I think I’m grateful for that.
[ for allowing his agency to remain intact, for not trying to sway him one way or the other. it isn’t a universal experience, surely, but it’s one example for stefan to consider. ]
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( unless he asks. but, he doesn't expect him to want much from stefan for a while. he'll live with the burden of everything else. of his own actions, of klaus, of silas. whittemore. and the Travelers. )
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[ it’s possibly the only reassurance he can offer. it was better, that astarion didn’t taint his perspective. it will be better, for him not to force shadowheart’s future upon her. knowledge is a burden. ]
It’s — a lonely path, though, isn’t it?
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( Isolated himself. Changed jobs. Lives. This is no different. And what he's done, his brother may not forgive him. )
There are some things I can't hide. I won't. But nothing unnecessary.
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Well, you’re not alone at this precise moment, now are you.
[ a statement of intent. gale has also trudged that narrow, winding path, and he’d do most anything to keep others from it (overstepping, drowning, anything). ]
[ lighter, ] The manor makes isolation difficult, besides.
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Does it. Because of the musical rooms?
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Certainly. And events seem to throw us together at regular intervals. Parties. [ a beat. ] Horrors. We were all made human, rendered without magic or augmentation, during the last great trouble — and we faced it together, for the most part.
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( He's not going to be the Stefan he was. Can't even isolate himself if he wanted. Needs to push away the guilt he feels for making the choice for Damon. Damon is alive. Not a monster. Not buried. Not worse. He's alive. )
It won't be long before it happens again, and this time Damon will be just as defenseless.
( But alive. )
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[ a thought shared. ]
And not wholly defenceless, when he has you. [ finger tapping the glass. ] I can help as well, at least to an extent. I’ve warded Astarion and I’s rooms against intruders already.
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( living. breathing. )
Really. Intruders not including vampires. How so.
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[ another drink. ]
I was once the most accomplished wizard of my generation. Of the past several, in fact.
[ spoken with more truth than ego, though there’s a glimmer of the latter in his crooked smile, to be sure. and a little wistfulness, in his faraway look. ]
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I mean, how does your magic distinguish between intruders. Does it require everyone to have an invitation? Or, does it work each time someone tries. Just inquiring into the logistics. I'm not against it. Damon probably won't be. But, I need to know how it works. And, maybe I might want one, too.
( But, at least if he has knowledge, he knows how it works. he believes Gale. he comes off as a scholar. and a good person. and real help.
he hopes it doesn't bie them in the ass. )
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[ as for the aforementioned technicalities, he waves a hand. ]
It can be otherwise tailored, of course. To allow specific individuals, respond to a code-phrase, punish offenders. If you can imagine it, it can be done.
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( That seems to be the simplest and keep protections from other vampires. According to Buffy, this place is crawling with them. )
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Then you can bring me a bottle next time.
[ as thanks. ]
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( And that's a promise. )
Thank you, Gale. I promise, I won't be throwing myself off the roof any time soon. Or, Damon. I can't guarantee Damon won't be doing the throwing.
🎀
[ he’s not getting involved in all that! ]
You’re very welcome.
[ with a final swig, he stands to leave. there’s only so much comfort that can be given at this hour, in this situation, isn’t there? and he imagines it wiser to be elsewhere, when damon wakes (and his favoured vampire awaits him, besides). ]
And you know where to find me, my friend.