I know Stephen made a grave error. I wonāt ask you not to tell him when heās erred.
But Iām afraid for him. I know what Saberās capable of, with time before the cage. I know Stephenās been vocal enough to make a target of himself in general. And I
I care about Stephen. Him and Tony, both, not just from the cultās magic.
[ the message makes him ache far more than he can let on. he does not understand where shadowheart stands, in truth. she lavishes attention on saber and yet she fears heāll harm those she loves best. she works for silco, who has proven himself untrustworthy. she now comes to him to plead for two who endangered all with their actions.
heāll not insult her by questioning her feelings for these men, though he wonders if the cultās influence lingers. sheās capable, to be sure.
and sheād made her choices. ]
Shadowheart, the only way to protect them is to play the game to win.
[ It takes her too long to respond. Theyāve been through fire together, her and Gale and Astarionāthings worse than this, in so many ways. World-ending things, fields of gore and viscera that make the Werewolf murders look like childās play.
But theyād had their powers. Any mind-altering magic affecting them happened in battle only, not for such stretches of time without any way to counteract it. If Shadowheart is trying to find an anchor, sheās instead still adrift in treacherous seas. ]
I donāt know. My hope was to keep our heads down, and thatās failed utterly.
I just need you to understand that I donāt care what happens to Saber. I do care what happens to them.
[ that makes two more whose deaths would pain his nearest and dearest. he can do nothing for them now, not until the next vote, and the uselessness, the guilt, is punishment enough, for his failure to gather evidence or votes. ]
Iām sorry. I would protect you and Astarion, Caroline and August, Alia and Paul and Alina, as well as all you hold dear, if I were able to.
[ Shadowheartās circle here is smaller than Galeās, from both his being here longer and her reticence to truly connect. The manor had been a different creature entirelyāone where alliances mattered, but not like this. Where her vices hurt no one but herself.
She wonders if she would have been more strategic in the past months, had she been able to see where they would all land. She finds herself wishing she didnāt have to be. ]
I love you. Without you and Astarion, I
I would be so much more lost.
If either of you need me, know that Iāll do what I can for you.
[ and in that instant, everything clarifies. this is the shadowheart he knew ā knows. who has walked beside him through the depths of the underdark and the eternal night of the shadow-cursed lands. whose goddess would not only forsake her, as mystra would him, but would claw her back, at the first opportunity. ]
I love you too, Shadowheart. Please do come find us, not only if you need it but because I
Well, Iād like to see you. Before it begins again.
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But Iām afraid for him. I know what Saberās capable of, with time before the cage. I know Stephenās been vocal enough to make a target of himself in general. And I
I care about Stephen. Him and Tony, both, not just from the cultās magic.
Please, as my friend, help me look after them.
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heāll not insult her by questioning her feelings for these men, though he wonders if the cultās influence lingers. sheās capable, to be sure.
and sheād made her choices. ]
Shadowheart, the only way to protect them is to play the game to win.
What are you asking of me now?
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But theyād had their powers. Any mind-altering magic affecting them happened in battle only, not for such stretches of time without any way to counteract it. If Shadowheart is trying to find an anchor, sheās instead still adrift in treacherous seas. ]
I donāt know. My hope was to keep our heads down, and thatās failed utterly.
I just need you to understand that I donāt care what happens to Saber. I do care what happens to them.
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[ that makes two more whose deaths would pain his nearest and dearest. he can do nothing for them now, not until the next vote, and the uselessness, the guilt, is punishment enough, for his failure to gather evidence or votes. ]
Iām sorry.
I would protect you and Astarion, Caroline and August, Alia and Paul and Alina, as well as all you hold dear, if I were able to.
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[ Shadowheartās circle here is smaller than Galeās, from both his being here longer and her reticence to truly connect. The manor had been a different creature entirelyāone where alliances mattered, but not like this. Where her vices hurt no one but herself.
She wonders if she would have been more strategic in the past months, had she been able to see where they would all land. She finds herself wishing she didnāt have to be. ]
I love you. Without you and Astarion, I
I would be so much more lost.
If either of you need me, know that Iāll do what I can for you.
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I love you too, Shadowheart. Please do come find us, not only if you need it but because I
Well, Iād like to see you. Before it begins again.
[ just in case. ]